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Sunday, 12 September 2010

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Thursday, 02 September 2010

  • Theres a rabbit up a tree...

    Oh my what a week it has been.
    So much study to be done.
    I also saw Vampires Suck with my girlfriends, it was pretty good :D

    Lalalalaaaaaaa. Its my baby sisters 10th birthday in a few days.
    They grow up so fast :(

     


    Her name is Amia (A-me-ah)
    Its french for "beloved" 
    And thats her with her boxer puppy and her with our kitty, Bluebell :) 

     

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    [Saw this movie with my boyfriend, it was epic. <3]

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    Note: All "That 70's Show" pictures come from:
    http://pointplacehigh.tumblr.com/
    http://celiaannelovesthat70sshow.tumblr.com/  

     

     


     

     

     

     

    [One of my favorite lines --^]

    [Along with this hahahaa!]

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     


Saturday, 07 August 2010

  • Today I am okay.
    Been a pretty long week. Back at uni again.
    Quite tired.

    Im addicted to tea. Its delicious. 
    Nom nom nom gluten. LOL JK. I have celiac.
    :( 


    But I miss my boyfriend. I really do.
    I cant wait till we live together.

    I love you babe.

     

    pouty pouty face >:o

     

    If I could say what I want to say
    I'd say I wanna blow you... away
    Be with you every night
    Am I squeezing you too tight
    If I could say what I want to see
    I want to see you go down
    On one knee
    Marry me today
    Yes, I’m wishing my life away
    With these things I’ll never say

    <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

     

    Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
    Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
    Why'd you turn away?

     

     

     

    It's a damn cold night 
    Trying to figure out this life 
    Wont you take me by the hand 
    take me somewhere new 
    I dont know who you are 
    but I... I'm with you

    Sometimes I get so weird
    I even freak myself out
    I laugh myself to sleep
    It's my lullaby
    Sometimes I drive so fast
    Just to feel the danger
    I wanna scream
    It makes me feel alive

     

    I dreamed a dream in days gone by
    When hope was high and life worth living
    I dreamed that love would never die
    I dreamed that God would be forgiving


     

    It's time to try
    Defying gravity
    I think I'll try
    Defying gravity
    Kiss me goodbye I'm
    Defying Gravity
    And you won't bring me down...

     

    Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard
    Their shadows searching in the nights
    Streetlights, people, living just to find emotion
    Hiding, somewhere in the nights

    A chair is still a chair
    Even when there's no one sitting there.
    But a chair is not a house
    And a house is not a home
    When there's no one there to hold you tight
    And no one there you can kiss goodnight.

    A room is still a room
    Even when there's nothing there but gloom.
    But a room is not a house
    And a house is not a home
    When the two of us are far apart.
    And one of us has a broken heart.

    Now and then I call your name
    And suddenly a face appears.
    But it's just a crazy game
    And it ends,
    It ends in tears.

    So darling, have a heart.
    Don't let one mistake keep us apart.
    I'm not meant to live alone,
    Turn this house into a home.
    When I climb the stair and turn the key,
    Please be there,
    Still in love with me.

     

    (I love that song, so much)

     

    And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
    You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
    And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     



     


     

Wednesday, 14 July 2010

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    Today I am happy.
    We are together again :D And we are madly in love still.
    Thankyou Lord for helping me get through this :)
    <3

    I always have and always will love you.
    Happy four years, one month babe :)

     

     

    <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

    Sooooo...Im considering tattoos. I definitely want two or three. I know my first and second one.

    First one is like this:

     

    or perhaps like this;

     

    Its a silhouette of a bird that I would like behind my ear.
    The reason for this is because a bird is a symbol of hope, peace, freedom to me.
    The silhouette is because that is my alias; Silhouette
    Also I like the quote from Forest Gump, where the small girl kneels in the field to hide from her abusive father
    "Dear God, Make me a bird so I can fly far, far away from here"

    I would like it behind my ear, because this is an unusual place for a tattoo, and its symbolic of my conscience whispering in my ear.

    The second tattoo I want is of two stars, like the star closest to the toe of the shoe in this photo and the second star slightly larger;

     

    I'm going to get them either on my rips below my heart, or on my hips.



    The significance is that I am a HUGE Peter Pan nut, so much so, I was obsessed with it as a child, and I adore the story.
    So the two stars represent Never Land, the second star being bigger because it is "the second star to the right". :)

     

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    “When one door of happiness closes, another opens;
    but often we look so long at the closed door
    that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.”
    Helen Keller.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    “The only thing worse than being blind is having sight but no vision.”
    Helen Keller

     

     

     

    "What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us.”
    Helen Keller

     

     

     

     

     

     What do you do when someone stops loving you?
    Well, you cry a little and then you wait for the sun to come out.
    It always does. - The Sound of Music

     

     

     

    Nicole Kidman is gorgeous. I adore her :)

     

     

     

    I remember I turned on the light and stood in front of the mirror, looking at myself,
    frightened because people thought when they were getting ready for bed,
    and didn't think about me because I wasn't the most important thing in their lives at all.
    How can you be important when nobody knows about you?
    Its very frightening to realize you aren't important after all.


     

     

     

     

    Experience: the most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my god, do you learn.
    C.S. Lewis

     

     

     

     

     

     

    If logic tells me that life is a meaningless accident
    I will not give up on life,
    I will give up on logic

     

     

     

     

     

     

    To all the secret writers, late-night painters, would-be singers,
    lapsed and scared artists of every stripe, dig out your paintbrush,
    or your flute, or your dancing shoes.
    Pull out your camera or your computer or your pottery wheel.
    Today, tonight, after the kids are in bed or when your homework is done,
    or instead of one more video game or magazine, create something, anything.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    This is your life. Eat that damn chocolate cake. Get your hair wet. Love someone. Dance in those muddy puddles. Tell someone off. Draw a picture with crayons like you're still six years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you. Take a nap. Go on vacation. Do a cartwheel. Make your own recipe. Dance like no one sees you. Paint each nail a different color. Take a bubble bath. Laugh at a corny joke. Get on that table and dance. Pick strawberries. Take a jog. Plant a garden. Make an ugly shirt and wear it all day. Learn a new language. Write a song. Date someone you wouldn't usually go for. Make a scrap book. Go on a picnic. Relax in the sun. Make your own home video. Kiss the un-kissed. Hug the un-hugged. Love the unloved. And live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing in front of heaven's gate that chosen day, you'll have no regrets, no sorrows, and no disappointments.

     

    ^-- I made that EXTRA big so you would read it.

     

     

    Serendipity-
    Looking for something, then finding something else,
    and then realizing that what you've just found is more suited to you
    than what you thought you were looking for.

     

     

     

     

     

    I say to myself: "Self, why are you awake again?"

    It is one a.m.

    Standing with the fridge open, staring.

    Such a sight, florescent light, the stars are bright.

    Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit, but as it is, I might watch tv.

    Because it is nice to see people more messed up than me.

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    ^--- Lol :P Personally, Im Team Jasper myself ;)

     

     


     


Tuesday, 11 May 2010



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    Today I am heartbroken. and single.
    4 years, gone.
    I dont really know how I feel
    The post reflects that.


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    “Ladies, let me give you some advice. You can throw all your stupid fucking chick-lit, self-help, 
why-doesn’t-he-love-me books out, because this is all you need to know: men will treat you the way 
you let them. There is no such thing as “deserving” respect; you get what you demand from people… 
if you demand respect, he will either respect you or he won’t associate with you. It really is that simple.”
-Tucker Max


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    "Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She enlarges and betters whatever is given to her- so, if you give her any crap, you're going to receive a ton of shit."

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    you forgot that kisses mean something
and second glances come
more often than second chances
and forgiveness is far from surfacing here
cause love is not a game we play.

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    If there’s one thing I’ve learned,
    it’s to always wear a smile on your face.
    Some may think that it’s fake,
    but I think that smiling is a God’s best gift for us.
    Even when your heart is breaking,
    you should smile. And some may think
    that it's bad to hide your feelings,
    but I think that pain should only be
    felt for a short amount of time.
    Happiness should out number it
    every day, every way.


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    Sometimes, you just can't have what you want when you want it.
    But that doesn't mean you can never have it.
    Everything takes place at the right time.
    It's not No, it's just not now.


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    carpe_diem

    “Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.'”
    Charles M. Schulz

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    Woman was taken out of man; not out of his head to top him, nor out of his feet to be trampled underfoot; but out of his side to be equal to him, under his arm to be protected, and near his heart to be loved”

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    “There are easier things in life than trying to find a nice guy...like nailing jelly to a tree for example”

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    “We must be our own before we can be another's.”
    Ralph Waldo Emerson

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    “Every one is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody”
    Mark Twain

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    “Little men with little minds and little imaginations go through life in little ruts, smugly resisting all changes which would jar their little worlds”
    Zig Ziglar

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    “Men often become what they believe themselves to be. If I believe I cannot do something, it makes me incapable of doing it. But when I believe I can, then I acquire the ability to do it even if I didn't have it in the beginning.”
    Mahatma Gandhi

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