
Today I am happy.
We are together again :D And we are madly in love still.
Thankyou Lord for helping me get through this :)
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I always have and always will love you.
Happy four years, one month babe :)
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Sooooo...Im considering tattoos. I definitely want two or three. I know my first and second one.
First one is like this:

or perhaps like this;


Its a silhouette of a bird that I would like behind my ear.
The reason for this is because a bird is a symbol of hope, peace, freedom to me.
The silhouette is because that is my alias; Silhouette
Also I like the quote from Forest Gump, where the small girl kneels in the field to hide from her abusive father
"Dear God, Make me a bird so I can fly far, far away from here"
I would like it behind my ear, because this is an unusual place for a tattoo, and its symbolic of my conscience whispering in my ear.
The second tattoo I want is of two stars, like the star closest to the toe of the shoe in this photo and the second star slightly larger;

I'm going to get them either on my rips below my heart, or on my hips.
The significance is that I am a HUGE Peter Pan nut, so much so, I was obsessed with it as a child, and I adore the story.
So the two stars represent Never Land, the second star being bigger because it is "the second star to the right". :)
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“When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.” Helen Keller. |






“The only thing worse than being blind is having sight but no vision.”
Helen Keller




"What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us.”
Helen Keller





What do you do when someone stops loving you?
Well, you cry a little and then you wait for the sun to come out.
It always does. - The Sound of Music



Nicole Kidman is gorgeous. I adore her :)





I remember I turned on the light and stood in front of the mirror, looking at myself,
frightened because people thought when they were getting ready for bed,
and didn't think about me because I wasn't the most important thing in their lives at all.
How can you be important when nobody knows about you?
Its very frightening to realize you aren't important after all.






Experience: the most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my god, do you learn.
C.S. Lewis






If logic tells me that life is a meaningless accident
I will not give up on life,
I will give up on logic






To all the secret writers, late-night painters, would-be singers,
lapsed and scared artists of every stripe, dig out your paintbrush,
or your flute, or your dancing shoes.
Pull out your camera or your computer or your pottery wheel.
Today, tonight, after the kids are in bed or when your homework is done,
or instead of one more video game or magazine, create something, anything.






This is your life. Eat that damn chocolate cake. Get your hair wet. Love someone. Dance in those muddy puddles. Tell someone off. Draw a picture with crayons like you're still six years old and then give it to someone who is very important to you. Take a nap. Go on vacation. Do a cartwheel. Make your own recipe. Dance like no one sees you. Paint each nail a different color. Take a bubble bath. Laugh at a corny joke. Get on that table and dance. Pick strawberries. Take a jog. Plant a garden. Make an ugly shirt and wear it all day. Learn a new language. Write a song. Date someone you wouldn't usually go for. Make a scrap book. Go on a picnic. Relax in the sun. Make your own home video. Kiss the un-kissed. Hug the un-hugged. Love the unloved. And live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing in front of heaven's gate that chosen day, you'll have no regrets, no sorrows, and no disappointments.
^-- I made that EXTRA big so you would read it.



Serendipity-
Looking for something, then finding something else,
and then realizing that what you've just found is more suited to you
than what you thought you were looking for.






I say to myself: "Self, why are you awake again?"
It is one a.m.
Standing with the fridge open, staring.
Such a sight, florescent light, the stars are bright.
Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit, but as it is, I might watch tv.
Because it is nice to see people more messed up than me.







^--- Lol :P Personally, Im Team Jasper myself ;)